Okay. So i spend my days wondering&this time, i wondered about everyone's sexual preference. Dont close this window at the mention of it, everyone tries to avoid the topic when i dont understand why. Okay, back to what i was saying. I was thinking, why are some people so convinced that they are "straight", or "gay" ? Why are they so convinced to show or prove others what sex their other partner would be of, without any doubts. Why ? Hasnt anyone given it a thought that its just a matter of whether you found the person or not ? Maybe you might be thinking all along that you're "straight" & someday on the streets you just fall in love w someone of the same sex but you just shrug the feeling off just because you're convinced that loving someone the same sex is against what you are or what's right ? Lets talk Brokeback this time. If you go to this website, http://www.brokebackmountain.com/splash.html & read the stories of others, you'd be shocked to see how many people who have wrote about themselves, losing the person they love ten years or more ago just because of the pressure they get from the society out thre. Everyone thinks loving someone of the same sex is wrong, that its not right. Its not ! Just because of peer pressure, pressure from the society, pressure from the media, people just get this generalized idea that they shouldnt be in love w someone the same gender, & that they should find a way to stop the mutual feelings/relationship. And its so sad when you get to hear about the real accounts from dudes&dudettes alike whom gave up their loved one just for the sake of being acknowledged by the society. And you cant blame them, its not everyone that can be strong enough to give up being part of everyone&leaving the social world for someone they love. Just for that special someone. Not everyone can do it and still, everyone's just spreading this whole anti-gay thought to their friends, neighbours, colleagues, or even their children. Whatsup w them ? And snapping back to what i was initially saying, i think there's no such thing of having a confirmed or fixed sexual preference. Because being in love w someone the opposite sex doesnt confirm you're straight& neither does being in love w someone the same sex mean you're strictly gay or something. Sometimes, isnt it just a simple logic&sense that you havent found someone you love from the same sex(if you think you're strictly straight) or someone you love from the opposite sex(if you think you're gay) . Why label yourself when after all, you probably dont know or havent found what you really want ?

Am i thinking too much. /: